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Saturday, November 3, 2012

Coffee & Chemo



Song: Coffee & Chemo
Written by Toussaint Morrison
Released August 21, 2012
ref: http://toussaintmorrison.bandcamp.com/track/coffee-chemo


They marched from the hills to the streets just to unclaim the ground
Politician said “baby you take the lead, I’ll follow long and won’t make a sound”
The fire died beneath the same bed of rain where your despairs drowned
And I looked you in the eye and said “no matter what I’ll be around”

Wouldn’t that be something
Wouldn’t that be something

Well, the sunny day scorched the ground, the crops didn’t grow for weeks
I showed up an hour late with a new excuse and a different story
It’s a shame we aimed and came to change the game to somethin’ so nice
While you were fightin’ against the end of your world to win or lose your life

Baby, you will be something
You will be something

Still wanna paint the city with your favorite Crayola colors
And play pretend through a never ending summer?
See who can run the fastest and can count to the highest number
And find the best hiding spot apart from the others?
Do you still wanna go to the lake and swim to the floating dock,
Then make a dash for the television for cartoons soon as you wake up?
Stay up late and tell scary stories while it’s pouring and storming
Then ride bikes through puddles in the morning?

Do you still feel the same when you hear someone say they’re sick of it
And have the sudden urge to tell’em what sick really is?
Does time become tangible as handlebars you’re reaching for
But can’t get a grip tight enough to steer the course?
Can you see the best in us and where we always seem to pass it up?-
The opportunity to be it and put it in the hands of blind luck
Can you show me where I’m crackin’, and when I’m takin’ it for granted,
Where the advantage is taking a leave of absence in this urban apparatus?

Can you show me what it means to have a next breath to breathe-
Show me how to build staircases and bridges out of broken dreams?
Show me what it means to live, what it means to hold your keep,
Tell me how to push this car and make it run on make-believe-
‘Cos when it all falls down, and where the rage comes ‘round
In a hospital room with a view through a window above town
You’ve seen more than I might in my lifetime twice crowned
So, thank you for sharing a moment of your time at the coffeehouse

This much (I know, I know, I know)
You will be something
And in amazement (I’ll go, I’ll go, I’ll go)
Down the road to save the city
This much (I know, I know, I know)
You will be something
And in amazement (I’ll go, I’ll go, I’ll go)
Down the road to save the city

It was Patricio, me and the Milwaukee kid
The mornin’ after the show with Fresh Cut Collective
Feels like the crack’a dawn, but it’s almost noon
Full tank in the ride, but I’m runnin’ on fumes
Picked it up the pick-me-up
Soy milk, sugar, medium medium
No question,  I’ma get it done
Came to write and not give a damn where I’m leapin’ from

And there we were, seems perfect strangers
Have more in common than when we make arrangements
Paced with pavement, dates, and sense of placement
Between the luxury tax and hospital payments
I’d stay here and never look back
Recklessly abandon the past and everything I can’t,
Won’t and will not. No sleep, I’m up-
No sleep ‘til what’s done must be done

This is for the ones that believed when the sun
Wasn’t shinin’ our direction for months
This is for the people that put legs under our table
When we were ground-level and done
This is for Wylie, the family, the kickstarter backers
Urban Home  and Adam J Dunn
This one’s for Lu, you rock on girl
You’re my evangelion.

(MKE, as I am, take me
As I am, take me- la la la la
MKE, as I am, take me
As I am, take me- la la la la…)

Jane


Song: Jane
Written by Toussaint Morrison
Released August 21, 2012
ref: http://toussaintmorrison.bandcamp.com/track/jane-2


Over ten years of school
Over one-hundred G to boot
In debt to everyone and everybody
But for all that’s gone and spent
You’d do it all over again
To become the RN you became

On call from dusk ‘til dawn
The hospital will rest for none
Doctors quick to let you know what you ain’t
But for every patient you see to
Recovery to funeral
They praise your name as a saint

And they cry
And ask why, and ask why, and ask why
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Chorus
Oh Jane
I heard you saved the world
And they say you’re gonna do it again
Call my name
When ya ain’t so sure
I’ll help ya make a stand
-
Only if the daycare stayed open
Until sundown or even ten
This overcast anxiety wouldn’t be
But you can’t let the personal
Affect your work and who you help
This ain’t the place to bring the outside in the building

The show must go on
The pain must be treated
Chemo to coffee, ER to cardstore
Ain’t really got nothin’ but time
Your company is more than fine
We’ll make it last until we have to say

Goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
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Chorus
Oh Jane
I heard you saved the world
And they say you’re gonna do it again
Call my name
When ya ain’t so sure
I’ll help ya make a stand

Oh Jane
I heard you saved the world
And they say you’re gonna do it again
Can’t complain
When life ain’t so sure
To have someone like you in the end
-
This city doesn’t have a halo
It has a cloud
And we never had tomorrow
All we got is right now
Can you do what the meds can’t do?
Day to day to clinical to clinical…
Can you do what the meds can’t do?
Give some comfort to this life that’s almost through

Chorus

Fuck Cancer


Song: Fuck Cancer
Written by Toussaint Morrison
Released August 21, 2012
refhttp://toussaintmorrison.bandcamp.com/track/f-ck-cancer


Sparked up outside the hospital
Still hooked up that oxygen tank
Could careless for the chemo schedule
Let alone what the rest of the world thinks
Cancer’s your hell, but this is heaven out here
Fifteen minutes from the clinic with a pack’a fresh air
Got the brakes locked in place to the wheels on my chair
And the nurse ain’t comin’ ‘til I hit the button.

Yeah, Jesus who?
They say he’s in the building- must be in the bathroom
Not gonna let the doc boss me ‘round
If they try, I’ma lift up my gown…
Awww yeah

Me And Steve


Song: Me And Steve
Written by Toussaint Morrison
Released August 21, 2012
ref: http://toussaintmorrison.bandcamp.com/track/me-and-steve


We’re gonna steal away
And fly on bikes down Espanola all day
Won’t fight the change
We’ll let it ride, see if it can keep with our pace
It ain’t the price of anything
This moment’s already ours
Tell me the place and I’ll be there, It ain’t a question of where,
I’m floatin’ in the highest gear, ain’t no cop or stoplight gon’ slow me down

Yeah, school’s out for summer- we outta here
I can see clearly now it’s here
We gonna do it ‘til Wisconsin is outta beer
And you can find me long boardin’ down the hill
These jabronis lookin’ like they about to spill
Textin’ and rollin’: opposite of trill
Tell your friends I could have Steve swoop’em
I only got room for you on the beach cruiser

Bus’ it. Nice shades, low skirts
King Kong’n on my chest screamin’ “no more homework”
We Peter-Park’n in the streets- no covert
Newly graduated ego with a growth spurt
Aim for the fence swingin’ no choke-up
Either hit the sheets or hit the streets- go buck
This day was only mean for us
Go bike or go rust

Chorus

Me and Steve
We gonna ride our bikes
Down to the beach and go hang
Take it how you please
Join if you’d like
Bring your woes, worry, and faith
Ain’t no clock gon’ tell me the time
Ain’t no school or boss gon’ tell me what’s mine

Chorus

Can’t love, can’t hurt
But you been eyein’ me since the first midterm
So, what you gon’ do about it? Go cold, love?
Passive ‘til it passes- so Minnesota.
We in the big picture, now blown up
I ain’t goin’ H.A.M. ‘til I finish my okra
Hold tight, we run red in the streets
I’d make time for you, Arab Spring or finals week

No status update, headlines are cheap
Plus it’s way too nice out to tweet
We layin’ in the sun bumpin’ ODB
Homie, you can’t teach how it’s supposed to be
Fallacy or dream, the other can’t compete
When you make it a reality, no need to sleep
Hop in the ride, one way to South Beach
I’ll introduce you to my main man Steve

Chorus

Get Popular

Song: Get Popular
Written by Toussaint Morrison
Released August 21, 2012
ref: http://toussaintmorrison.bandcamp.com/track/get-popular


I heard them girls say that she ain’t black
And most definitely sho’ ain’t white
“So, what are you!?!” they ask with little to no tact
As if they deserve a reply
Man, I couldn’t abide- I had to step to interject
And said, “Look, personally
Whatever we are dudn’t need to be defined until
The next census- 2020!”

Bein’ racially ambiguous
Felt like a game show sittin’ down at lunch
At a table with kids that look most like you
While your white friends were like “Man, you didn’t come through!”
The feelin’ ain’t appealin’, but it gets better with time
And soon enough it’s in your heart as an elated sense of pride
Black and brown people on and off the block
Identify, c’mon let’s rock

Couldn’t help but hear you over there
At your locker cryin’ this ain’t fair
Well, baby don’t you knock it- this school ain’t half of the problem
But I just happen to have the cure
You heard them other girls hate on your hair
So, you went and bought a straightener
Well, let me break it down, this doesn’t need be straightened out
Those other girls are wishin’ they had yours
-
Chorus
Let’s get
Popular
Next step
Drop the world
-
Rebel jacket, hoodie underneath
Lookin’ like the love child of Storm and Wolverine
Between classes, ya strut spunk with flare
But tell me why you always hide the curls in your
High school’s a jungle, I’m barely survivin’
In the cafeteria, there’s nowhere to hide
Sit by your lonesome or cling to a crew
Out of all the seats, I pick the one next to you

Pinky swear that’s a promise
I know what it feels like to be a work in progress
When it came to black hair, your mom was a novice
Did her research and bought all the right products
Problem solved, but nonetheless a problem
Bein’ a novelty’s become oddly common
You wonder why they put us in a pigeon hole?
‘Cos they afraid of what they don’t know, oh!

Ya held up class in AP History
Said where’s the date outside February
We talk about plantations, slaves, and every shade of face
Darker than white that paved the way
To where this country is today?

Chorus

I'm Into It


Song: I'm Into It
Written by Toussaint Morrison
Released August 21, 2012
ref: http://toussaintmorrison.bandcamp.com/track/im-into-it


Just got your text, I’m about to head down
Even if this bus doesn’t show up- I’m en route
It’s been awhile since I seen your side’a town
But you know I’d make the trip if ever you gave a shout
Breathin’ heavy, runnin’ thin ground
Girl, I heard ya singin’ in-patient want s out
You’d rather swim for life than drown
And chalk dry land up to another lost-and-found

But I’d be lien if I said I didn’t miss the way you curse aloud
And can silence crowds
With the simple raise of your eyebrow- lights out, smiles down
Reroute the whole thing to right here, right now
Clutchin’ another one of your last menthols
Debatin’ Samurai Champloo as the best of
All time couldn’t hold a candle next to
Runnin’ town with you until the sun couldn’t catch up
-
Chorus
Alright hold tight
Put that phone down, focus both eyes
I know the way it feels, no sleep, all fight
The next day comin’ slow like a cold knife

We ‘bout to go Big Easy
Pause, reset, get into it
Keep it simple: snare, cymbal and kick
C’mon pause, reset, get into it
Keep it simple: snare, cymbal and kick
Pause, reset, get into it
Keep it simple: snare, cymbal and kick
Pause, reset, get into it
-
The day your school of graphic design ran outta lines
I grew tired of schoolin’ professors in PoliSci
Funny how tough love will teach you how to fly
Survive the crash, but not how to put out the fire
Like slangin’ on the side to cover the utilities
We were too good to go without the volatility
Even though all you did was keep it real with me
And I was feelin’ it, it didn’t change that I wasn’t ready to deal with me

Yeah, just like the Sentry brought the Void
I had to deal with the other side’a the coin
A self-sabotage/barrage of startin’ noise
To find a way of gettin’ the dark and the light to join
The gettin’ there is all part of the joy
Even though I still do biz with the Barbaroye
All I wanted was my friend back
But knew it’d be a long route, high road before you could respect that

Chorus

Before it hit the ground when it went down
And it was lookin’ so far gone
I knew you’d have my back, both sides, and front
And it was on like Voltron
Before it hits the ground when it goes down
And it’s lookin’ so far gone
I know you’ll have my back, both sides and front
We make it bond like Voltron

Chorus

It's Gonna Happen


Song: It's Gonna Happen
Written by Toussaint Morrison
Released August 21, 2012
ref: http://toussaintmorrison.bandcamp.com/track/its-gonna-happen


Dr. Wylie and I used to throw keg parties in our dorm room
Roommates stealin’ overhead speakers from the campus
Wudn’t but two weeks ‘til I dropped outta school, again
Stuck to theatre, track & field, and rappin’
Wasn’t much for battlin’, but more for sarcasm
Clashin’ wit with suburban women who thought the city was tragic
But comin’ where I’m from, Riverside-Fuckin-Plaza
Longfellow hood, lower-middle class proper

Walkin’ home from schools starin’ at the factories
That exploit the poor huffin’ silicon for fifteen an hour
Your life for someone else’s profits
The origin of the sociopath starts with economics
I headed back to school. Black decathlete
Studyin’ old-dead-white-men plays and rappin inbetween
Rockin’ shows at venues, freestylin’ at frat parties
Impressin’ everyone except myself- quandary

I ain’t the type to celebrate a W with light kicks
Won’t consider it victory if it’s less than six-hits
Put’em out with that roundhouse-super-art finish
Disgraced to go back to trainin’ mode and live with it
The aim is to do better. Never satisfied
For those who keep runnin after they pass the finish line
Block out the noise, block out the world, none of it matters
And listen to me now… it’s gonna happen
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Chorus
Some people are like moments
That ya can’t get by
Just when you least notice
You’re on the other side
-
Toured the country on a dime and a deathtrap some people called a bus
Folks swore they could see their dreams and aspirations watchin’ us
I fell in love with small towns I never thought I’d pay the mind
Headed home with hangovers, but let my heart stay behind
Slowly lost the pulse, foldin’ by default
With each tour came the cost of a few morals and broken laws
So when I ran into Jake outside’a the Dinkytowner
We came together like Luke Cage and Doctor Strange fightin’ the Hood at full power

All five rings thrashin’
Threw the victory after-party at Avengers mansion
Kickin’ it, laughin’ at jokes that used to be about me
Until the mixtape piper started getting’ rowdy rowdy
But after the ruckus died down, the liquor slowly vanished
Dr. Wylie cut the music, but one woman remained dancin’
She pulled me in close enough I could count her eyelashes
Then she whispered in my ear… It’s gonna happen

Chorus

Kid Fresh All Night

Song: Kid Fresh All Night
Written by Toussaint Morrison
Released August 21, 2012
ref: http://toussaintmorrison.bandcamp.com/track/kid-fresh-all-night


Now, I done traveled over gravel and the paths of many lands
And done my  fair share’a soul searchin’
But let me tell you I ain’t seen a woman like the likes of you
That got my whole crew nervous
Crazy with a cold demeanor
Lookin’ like Sharon Stone but meaner
I don’t give a shorty time or light of day
Unless she a committed villain and a fire-breather

Quick to drink a bottle down and break it
And throw it in the face of potential danger
Makin’ sure a drop’a booze don’t get wasted
And that her crew gets home quick and safely
But homie don’t get the wrong mood
Party down, party down, drink it up all good
Don’t get the wrong idea or closer than you should
‘Cos she’ll put an end to your livelihood

Shorty let me show you trouble on the side of the jungle
That you ain’t never been even in the daylight
I’ma put it blunt, blatant and frank and anything but subtle
I wanna lay you down, lay pipe late night
Sleep tight, wake up, pillow talk, make out
Do the hot damn thing ‘til we both pass out
But not before we get to know each other for a month, right.
Work it to get Kid Fresh (All Night)
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Chorus
Work somethin’ ‘til ya hurt somethin’
Girl, I’ma send it in like the post office (All Night)
Juice Dub in the mornin’
But when the sun goes down, get’em out- Kid Fresh (All Night)
We go on
We go (All Night)
We go until we can’t go on
We go until we can’t
-
Let’s get acquainted with the high risk life, miss
We could steal it all, we don’t need money to buy
I love that you’re a lover and a fighter for communities
And when you order coffee, you say I’ll be takin’ two of these
Always thinkin’ of me even when you’re on a budget
Lookin’finer than a dime- I mean a dime and not a diamond
‘Cos you don’t support the slavery of African minin’
I think it’s beautiful about you while these other chickens whinin’

Singin’ “I heard, I heard” talkin’ cheaper than a fiverr
Good God, gossip lifer
You take it up with me before you take their word for it
Pause- treated- bye bye bye bird
Started in the slums, now we headed to the sub-boss
Fight well, take it outside, glove off
I make her say (Oooo, OOooo)
Blow for blow

Rvierwest(Kid Fresh)
Silver Lake(Kid Fresh)
Da ‘Burg(Kid Fresh)
Longfellow(Kid Fresh)
Voltron(Kid Fresh)
Dr. Wylie (Kid Fresh)
Darksiders (Kid Fresh)

Chorus

April Father's Day


Song: April Father's Day
Written by Toussaint Morrison
Released August 21, 2012
ref: http://toussaintmorrison.bandcamp.com/track/april-fathers-day


Tell me
Is it as easy as- is it as easy as it looks
Tell me
Did it make ya laugh- did it make ya laugh to watch me on a hook
Because a joke is only good as the number of people laughin’ with you
And I don’t mean to kill your party, but nobody found it funny or new
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Chorus
How sweet the feelin’
When it can’t get worse
Because it keeps me breathin’
Holdin’ out for what good’s worth
-
I- I wanna know
Did ya have a plan
And i- I want you
To know where I stand
-
Chorus
To keep the feelin’
When it can’t get worse
And everything is leadin’
Up to what this life is worth
-

Standin’ aside the line was never how divine’s designed
We’re born on it without a wall or lie to hide behind
But tell me who’s behind the lies when we become it
How many fellas wakin’ up with ladies they wouldn’t want as their children’s mother
How many of y’all seekin’ at sundown when it’s appealin’
But wake up in a situation you couldn’t explain with sixty minutes
It’s apparent you’ve sewn the wind, but can’t afford to reap the berry
And just the thought of it is overbearin’ to care and very scary

But it’s hard to hold to morals livin’ by the Milwaukee code
Hangin’ out the passenger window screamin’ “go home or go beastmode”
I’m in a free flow, but the game’s still played with debit
And you just cashed out- is the end of that sentence
The further from the truth, the easier the news goes viral
And you went and started actin’ knocked up- Catherine Heigl
Unbeknownst on foreign ground, I handle this cats like Feivel
Called ya bluff. Talk to ya never. Goodnight- boom

Give me hell
Give me hell
Give me hell
Until I can’t feel a thing
Baby, madness is me
Press every button and every open wound
It doesn’t sting

The line between your hope and despair
Is freakin’ you out
And when it gets there- and when it gets there
And it’s nowhere to be found
Ask yourself what life is left in ya- left in ya
To give out
I’m askin’ what love to do ya have to give to
To give to this world